Lockdown feelings 1. Fear
FOMO in times of Corona:

I am afraid of missing out,
now more than ever.

Not afraid of missing that party,
not even that perfect jam,
just afraid of missing life,
afraid of missing all those beating hearts.

I am afraid of loosing us,
of loosing what we had,
because it may not be standing
after this endless time apart.

I am afraid of loosing me,
of loosing what I had,
because in this cozy prison
I feel like I am falling apart.

I am afraid of building a new me,
of building a new us,
because we are breaking into pieces
right before our new start.

Just afraid of missing life,
afraid of loosing all those beating hearts.